Kissed a woman without consent
1 year ago
This happened back around 2012-13 i was around 12-13 back then and I had just hit puberty. There was a maid who used to work here, and she was laying down when I tried kissing her, she didn't resist me, and I did kiss her cheeks or near neck I guess until I ejaculated or something. I'm 23 now and I feel heavily guilty about this, back in the day I didn't have much knowledge on what sexuality is or what rape or sexual assault is, I was 11-12, I know it's not an excuse but it's the only explanation I have, I'm sorry that it happened and it causing me really bad anxiety. I would've never done that if I had a proper understanding of what's right and wrong and what sexual desire is and how to control or direct it. I'm deeply saddened and hurt by my actions but I needed to vent it out. Kindly provide guidance as to what I should do. I didn't have any knowledge regarding sexual assault let alone rape and I had never any intention of that, it just happened before I could think, or i probably didn't think because I didn't had the maturity to do so. Kindly help me
As you said that you were no that mature and you didn't know anything and also you are guilty about that and you realised your mistake so you don't have to feel anxious about it. But if are you having continuous issue regarding this you can consult yo some psychologist so that they can help you regarding this.
Hope, it is helpful
If there is no complaint till today then you need not worry about it. If any criminal case is registered you may approach High Court and get a stay order and finally it may be quashed as it was nothing but consensual sex.