PARENTAL TORTURE

3 years ago

My parents are torturing me. My dad started treating me badly when I told him that my grandfather (his father) has raped for almost 3-4 years from the age of (from what i can recall) 4 to 8. He accused me of being manipulative and a liar. Its just, before that i didn't knew what it was called and what happened with me and I always thought that my father loves me a lot and he wont be able to bear this news. But, its been almost 8 years now, he hasn't even talked nicely to me. He do talks nicely with me, only when my parents are fighting and he needs to curse mom's family. He use highly insulting and filthy language with me, calling me things like prostitute, gay, call girl, and what not. My mom, participates in all his acts, until and unless they don't fight. She never stopped him when he called me with those names, she doesn't cook meal for me or does it only when she wants to else she wont. She emotionally threatens me to say bad things to dad, when they fight and if i don't, she starts breaking things and hurting herself. None of my mistakes were ever forgiven. Just like any other teenager, I too had a boyfriend back in school and they take that as an excuse to mistreat me even after 5 years now. They check my phone, clone my sim, mirror my phone to see what I do. I am not allowed to talk to anyone, girls included. Its basically all on their mood, sometimes they are all fine and the next moment they turn into a nightmare. Now, im about to join my job and they said that I am a liar and manipulative bi*ch and i will go to any extent to get my things done, so much so that i can sleep with anyone and the reason was, they were not getting my phone recharged and my friends did it for me. They even called them and insulted them. I did few pity mistakes as a kid, like bunking school, having fun with friends just like any other ordinary kid. But my punishments are getting severe each day. They never call me to have dinner with them, and for every single thing i was told that 'They wont pay my fees' or 'will throw me out of the house'. Its getting unbearable. I dont know what to do. AND FOR ANYONE WHO IS GOING TO TELL ME THAT PARENTS ARE GOD AND THEY WANT BEST FOR YOU, YOU DONT KNOW THE LIFE I AM LIVING. KINDLY REMOVE THE BLINDFOLD THIS INDIAN SOCIETY HAS PUT ON US AND SEE WHAT'S GOING ON. PLEASE.