Abusive parents

1 year ago

I'm currently 15. I will be passing out std.10 in few days. My dad had an affair. I advised my mom to leave him at the very time .. but she didn't. It's been 6 months. My mom is not being on my side. She still shows how she loves my dad and tries to be with him. I hate to live in this family and I want to move out. I don't want to be dependent upon any of my parents.. cause both of them are abusive in their own way. My mom is bcoz she chose my dad even when my dad cheated on her. And I don't like my dad bcoz he cheated on my mom. Rn I hate my mom .. now I want to go out to study. But my dad is denying to let me go anywhere out from my city. And my mom.. she didn't spoke for me. Again shes on dad side. I'm feeling contaminated in this household and I want to run away. But I fear to take rhis step bcoz I don't have any money with me .. hardly some 200 bucks .. I have a month to decide whether what I will be doing. It's my boards exams going on and this thing is eating me as after I've heard it.