Ran away from home because of Marriage Pressure from Mom and family. Now they dragged me back home last night.

1 year ago

I have posted my issue previously on what happened. I'm 24 years old. My mom has been forcing me for marriage. I filed a case in SheTeam but that didn't help me out. Pressure became intense, stress, domestic violence aggravated so badly that i had to leave the house. I ran away from my home on May 10th and stayed at a private hostel for first few days. My mom filed a missing FIR on me in a local police station. I attended every call and answered them that I'm safe and sound. I don't want to be found. I dont want to give my present address as well. I came out of my home willingly without anyone's force. Police asked me to come and give my consent. I said i will do that, upon giving protection. I was given two lady constables on my way to police station and also back to my hostel. I wrote a letter and i said i will return home, whenever i wish to and i dont want anyone to search for me. All these days my mom was trying to blackmail me that she fell sick, she said that she will die if i wont come and she threatened me quite often. Fast forward to this day, Last night around 11pm, they found my place where i was residing, my mom along with 15 family members came to my place and caught me, snatched my phone and held me so tight. I couldn't escape or call someone. My mom pulled my hair and my dress in front of everyone like security guard, family members and others. I reluctantly said no to come back home, but they grabbed me and forced me into the car. My brothers threatened me that they would hit me so bad if i didn't get on the car. I had to get into the car and come home around 1am. They took my phone, scolded bad words, threatened me that If i call anyone or go away again, they would kill me and they house arrested me. Soon in the morning my mom started torturing again. I really dont feel like staying here. In this process, one of my well wisher helped me so much financially, emotionally and psychologically. He provided me an accommodation in a 5 star hotel for a month, took care of me when i was sick, when i was hungry, looked after me, bought me the essentials and took utmost care of me. Now my family and my mom is blaming him. they are threatening me that if i talk to him or have any conversation, they will go to their home and ruin his life. He knew everything about my past and the situations i had been through and is willing to take me as his wife. After my worst past, now i knew what love is and how can someone respect you so much for the way you are despite knowing everything i faced. Now that i'm in this situation with no phone, house arrested, in this immense void, I don't know what to do. I dont want to stay in this place - i called home one day. This became a living hell to me. We are planning to marry but not sure how can i do that staying here? Also If we marry under Special Marriage Act, there's a notice period of 30 days. I can't stay here for those many days because my mom's torture goes on increasing day by day, which is, again why i had to come out in the first place. Please give me an advice. I'm literally helpless and in pain.