Divorce

Hello sir my husband and my in-laws tortured me since my marriage by either calling me unlucky ,or fighting for dowry passing coments,not giving me money , asking me to earn ,in every matter his main concern was money,he use to comment on my clothes,my family culture etc ,use to ask for my dad's salary,my past salary,I kept quiet for two years but then I started replying back to him not to his parents,so he started fighting more ,later he suffered cancer I and my mother looked after him now he is cured completely but after treatment I became more unlucky ,and fights increased once he was fighting with me ,I m a thyroid pt so I took was just taking my regular pills but suddenly he started saying I m commuting suicide I was surprised and later I was Talking over chats with him suddenly he brought again this point that I m commuting suicide I said yes u tortured me so much since marriage u HV made my life hell and you don't love me etc .now after about 1 yr he filed a divorce case saying that I tried commuting suicide and I run away .and in counseling session in court before mediator he was telling the same thing that he s scared of me .wat should I do the fact is I m really disturbed with his behaviour and he says that only if I l quit my job and stay at his work place then only he will keep me.if I l quit my job wat is guarantee that I l be kept in a gud condition and my daughter .wat if he tries to kill me by using this SMS that I HV a suicidal nature,his dad is a lawyer so they r indirectly putting pressure on me that if I l ask for maintaince then they will take custody of my child.wat should I do .will this SMS affect my custody right or prove me wrong Infront of court how will I get justice how will I prove the way these people behaved with me plz help meeee