Can I file divorce on my husband?

2 years ago

I am married in 2019. We live with my in laws. From the day one My husband didn't show any interest in consumating the marriage. I understand that he needs time since it's a arranged marriage. But my in laws started talking asking about baby. Then they taken me to the doctor and I was diagnosed PCOS and I got cured in three months. My doctor told us to try for baby. When I told my husband, he refuses that and he told that he didn't like me. I was adjusting that one day he will accept me. My mother died before my marriage and my dad and my brother is the only family I have.i didn't tell anything to my dad or brother because I don't want to suffer. I am working as a teacher in cbse school and I am giving my full salary to my in laws only. Always my husband tell all the matters whatever happen between us to his parents when I went to work. They always involved in all my things. Even if I get my salary I have to go and tell my father in law that I have transferred the amount to his bank otherwise fight will happen. My husband always tell that i am a maid in this house. They also always tell that our son hates you. I always do all the work in our house and do all the necessity they need it. My husband used to go for night shift. One day my father in law called my name in front of my bedroom at night and try to speak nonsense whenever I serve him food. From the next day I close my bedroom door and sleep. One day I told his actions to my husband for that he told me that i am doing this to separate him from his parents. But no I didn't, then also I am adjusting his family. But after this my father in law asked us to go and live in a separate house. My husband refused to leave his family. One day my father in law take my personal dairy which I used to write and started reading. I wrote dairy daily because there's is no one there to understand my situation and to relieve myself. Since I have written everything that happened in my dairy, bcoz of that they called my dad and brother and told them to take me home and file a divorce.My husband literally told that whatever his dad's decision he will follow. My father understand that I am mentally and physically not being well there, he told them they have tortured me so that only I have written everything there like that. And my dad taken me to our house. I have come out from my husband house on Jan 2021. Till now my husband didn't try to call me. He put me in the block list and also my in laws. But I tried to approach them to accept me since he is not talking. I went to their house with my dad and brother. On that day he slapped me and there a fight occured between my brother and my husband. My father in law have brought a knife In between the fight towards me but safely my brother stops it. Then my husband demands for my mangalsutra to be given and shouts that I am a mental. One day my sister in law called me to take all my belongings from there house. Otherwise they will keep it outside If anything happens they are not responsible like that. I really have lost all my will to go to my husband after all this. What should I do now. Till this day our marriage has not been consumatted.